This dream seemed long, though I know it probably was only a few minutes. Maybe this dream was a result from the Healthy Choice fudge bar I ate last night after inhaling edamame? Who knows.
It was cold, there was snow on the road and everyone was worrying about when if it would ever stop. (Sort of like some of the storms we had this past winter.) I was driving around in my dad's new truck going to Wal-Mart to look for a Halloween costume, because, yes, it was snowing on Halloween. I felt very pressured for time. I had to get to a party and I didn't have anything to wear. On the way to Wal-Mart I kept finding all of these cats walking over mounds of snow that lined the road sides. I remember crying and being so devastated thinking that these cats would freeze. So I began loading them into the truck. There was a mix of normal looking cats, and then there was one HUGE, I'm talking massive cat! It took up nearly the whole back seat. Ok, so I'm on my way finally and see this poor little white cat. (My whole life I've had a thing for white cats, even had one named Rosie, nick named Cow!) I get out of the truck one more time to scoop up this cat, the only cat that didn't struggle, you can tell it's staving and had frozen solid ears. I began to ball, suddenly my mom is there with me. I tell her I believe this one is Cow and we need to take her to the vet right away. My mom protests the cost and I drop the subject.
(My cat Cow was a beautiful white kitty, unfortunately she preferred being outside and would always come home with grease spots-- looking like a Cow! One day she just never came back, I believe she went somewhere to die, her ears had cancer and were beginning to bend over. The surgery would have been thousands to fix so we could only settle with the preventative, non-curing cream. White cats run a high risk of skin cancer in their ears and tails... be warned if you are getting a white kitty and keep them indoors!)
Even after I explain to my mom that I know this is Cow because even though she was a town over she was on her way back to my house I was convinced. Also I believed that she must have fallen asleep in the back of one of my dad's trucks and when he went to work she jumped out and was lost somewhere. (Yeah, all that!).
Things fade to Wal-Mart after that. Much like the real day of Halloween at Wal-Mart the store were a mess!! So I find nothing but some lollipops that I was going to give out at the party. Now I go home.
At home I find a woman talking to my dad who claims to have gotten my mail and is very sorry that she never brought it over sooner. It was a gift card I received from school for $91. haha... but because this lady took so long to bring it to me... it had already expired. I was angry and demanded she owed me the money, but continued to chain smoke and tell me to fuck off. So I check the rest of my mail and I opened something blindly that had my email address on it. Turns out it was someone's college ID and photos and all kinds of random things. (I know the person in real life... Aaron Butler, but haven't seen or talked to him in years... he had just popped up on Facebook last night so assume this could be why he was wandering my thoughts last night.. haha! either way.. SO WEIRD!?!)
Now I'm at Patryck's apartment with my cousins and still super worried about what to wear to this Halloween party. For whatever reason there were a ton of life jackets and oars laying around his house. So I made everyone put on a life vest, glob on sunscreen, and try to appear to be boaters. I put on my feety pajamas (yeah, idk!) and deflated a little blow up raft and tied it to my back. We picked up the oars and charged forward for a picture. (A picture I wish I had in real life!)
Shortly after I woke up.
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